“Egypt’s prince became Israel’s deliverer – but somewhere in the middle he had to become Midian’s shepherd so he could learn how to lead in a godly way.” ~Shannon Primicerio
I’ve probably read those words about Moses a minimum of five times without ever really seeing them. This time, they jumped out at me. I’m going to blame it on the fact that I’m smack dab in the middle of the “Midian phase.”
Midian for Moses was an in-between place – a step away from where he didn’t want to remain, but not quite where he wanted to be. It’s a place most of us dread – a place of transition and change. Midian was a necessary tool in shaping Moses into the leader God desired for him to be, but he didn’t know that when he fled Egypt.
That’s the thing about in-between places. They never make sense while you’re in them. Sometimes you look around and ask, “God, why am I here?” But He never seems to answer, unless He gives you the occasional, “You’ll see.” But it would seem that you never “see” soon enough.
It’s frustrating to live in the in-between places. Sometimes all you can think about is how this isn’t where you want to be – even when you know it’s so much better than the place you left. Or worse, you turn out like the Israelites when they were waiting in the desert. You start to miss the place of bondage from which you fled. You start to think, “At least then I knew what was going on. I have no idea what’s happening here!”
But the thing is, God doesn’t want you to live in bondage. He doesn’t want you to merely exist; He wants you to thrive. So He takes you out of those places where you are slowly fading and He leads you into another place – the in-between place – because He knows the in-between places are necessary if you want to reach the other side.
So don’t dread the in-between places, even when they don’t seem to make sense. Don’t you know that God is making a deliverer out of you?
“But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold.” ~Job 23:10
Yeah, this just went on my Facebook page. Keep up the amazing work, love. This is goooooood stuff!
You should probably know that when I got an email stating that accordingtoandrea commented on my blog, my heart started going crazy. I miss you when you disappear from the internet. Thanks for the encouragement!
Good post – it actually came at a good time for me to read this. The last few days I’ve really been pining for my old life, because at least I felt in control and kind of knew what was going on. But…yeah, in my heart i know here is better just got to keep on keeping on.
Yeah, just keep on keeping on. We’ll come out stronger together. By the way, I miss your face.