Full Circle

There’s a rule about stories (that may or may not be unspoken) that the story needs to come full circle. It needs to begin with somewhat of a theme or idea that ties into the ending. That’s what makes a good story. And that is why most of us aren’t writing novels about our lives. We have too many loose ends. Too many things that don’t make sense, and won’t make sense this side of heaven. In a novel, things have to be justifiable… otherwise the reader won’t buy into it. In life, we just have to trust that the Author knows what He’s doing… even when we think the pages of our lives look like a dozen different story ideas crammed between the covers of one book.

Maybe that’s why I was so surprised to find that my last journal has the makings of a novel. Okay, so maybe the stories in the middle aren’t exactly what anyone would want to read (or what I would want anyone to read), but the past seven months of my life have truly come full circle. For example… Page One: March 3, 2012 talks about how rough my recent transition in life was and how desperate I am for Jesus. Then it says this:

I’ve taken some advice from my brother’s musical friend Phil Collins and recognized that I’m on my way. And instead of dreading the future–instead of letting the uncertainties consume my heart–I choose to love every step I take.

I finished that same journal last night with an entry that began with the words, “Today was beautiful–and I’m not just talking about the weather.” And the final paragraph–my farewell words to posterity–read:

Life is a journey with unexpected twists in the road–an adventure far beyond my imagining. And I’m finally not ripping to find the answers. I’m finally content with seeing just this one step. So tell everybody I’m on my way… and I’m loving every step I take.

So, it may not be novel material, but for now I’m content to know that God is bringing my story full circle. Today, I’m satisfied to trust that God is alive and at work in my life and that He will not leave a work unfinished.

So if you’re finding that your life feels like a dozen stories mixed up in one, that’s okay. Because you’re on your way. God is still working on bringing you full circle. And He will bring you full circle… many times in your life.

(Side Note: If you’re still needing a pick-me-up, I recommend Phil Collins. He’s always good for that.)

7 thoughts on “Full Circle

  1. Blessed by His love through you with your writing.. There is a time in the journey for everyone when He call us to be full-reliance on Him. I am entering that now with prayers and supports from brothers and sisters.. Would you pray? Thank you Rebekah.. Good to meet you

    • Daniel, it was so good to meet you and spend some time getting to know you. I’m so excited that you are stepping out in faith and I promise you won’t regret it. Keep living the journey of following Him!

  2. Oooh, the new blog design is so pretty! Seriously, it’s adorable. I love those moments when God allows us to see just a glimpse of how He’s tying our story together. 🙂

  3. I will, keep on relying on Him and trusting on Him on revealing all things. Was so good as well to spend time with you and know you from your book. Your Prayer will be much appreciated, and I will definitely pray for you Rebekah, Woman of God, fellow sister who is pursuing God’s will in Our beloved Savior Jesus Christ. Much blessing 🙂

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