“As a single woman, I thought there was something wrong with me,” she confessed. “While all my peers were out there looking for their ‘other half,’ I didn’t want that.”
It wasn’t the thought of having a relationship that scared her, it was the use of that phrase “other half.” Because if she had an “other half” out there somewhere, it meant she wasn’t complete without him. It meant that she, as a single woman, was somehow lacking.
“I don’t think there’s anything wrong with wanting to be a whole person on your own,” she said.
And it was all I could do to stay in my seat and remain silent when those words slipped out of her mouth, because my heart was singing a resounding echo of, “Yes! Yes! Thank you so much for going there!”
Because I think too many girls obsess over the thought of their “other half.” And I think that whether we realize it or not, that choice of wording plays out in our hearts in powerful and painful ways. Because as long as your “other half” is somewhere out there waiting, you are not complete.
I think it would be a dreadful thing to be missing half of myself. I have a hard enough time figuring out who I am without having to imagine that there’s still a huge piece of myself that I haven’t even met yet.
I don’t want to be half a person. I don’t want a fractured, broken, vital-pieces-missing version of myself to be all I have to offer my husband. And I certainly don’t want that to be all he has to offer me.
I want all of him and all of me. And I want to somehow meld all that together one day. But I still want to be whole in myself. Complete without him. And I want him to be complete without me.
When people say you should marry someone you cannot live without, I don’t think they mean it in a literal sense. Because I don’t think it’s healthy to depend on another human being like you depend on the air that you breathe. Because even though your spouse should be the most important aspect of your life, there will always be life outside each other. And I think so many of us tend to forget that.
Because what if we do believe in the “other half”? And what if spend our single years believing we’re not good enough on our own? And what if we do get married, but then tragedy strikes? As my friend shared last night, “What happens if my husband dies tomorrow? Am I half a person? I certainly hope not.”
I don’t think anyone should have to spend their life in pieces.
I don’t think there’s anything wrong with wanting to be a whole person on your own.
And I don’t want to live a fractured life, trying to discover how the pieces are supposed to fit together.
So let’s all take a step toward becoming whole.
I love this. I am married, but before my other half came into the picture, I was definitely a whole person. I am choosing to use the term “other half” here because as I tell single people looking for theirs, when 1 + 1 = 1, THAT’S when you get an other half. And it’s true. While yes, we are still separate people with different personalities, interests, desires, etc., spiritually, physically, we have become the proverbial “one”, so yes, if my husband dies, I would feel like half a person, at least for a while. And I think that’s how it’s supposed to be AFTER two become one… Keyword here is “after”, meaning AFTER the knot is tied, broom is jumped, whatever. After, you take your two complete wholes and form them into a bigger, badder, more complex ONE that necessitates the presence of both to remain intact and healthy. Before, as the equation above says, in order for the Biblical math to work, there must be two full separate wholes to make one new whole.
Go be wholes, lovelies.
This is a great perspective. Thanks for sharing.